Hello people of the world who live outside my own perspective.
In this last day a lot of things have happened.
First off, my laptop is held captive by geek squad and they're trying to resurrect it...
It will be back app. by June 7. Sucks right?
In the mean time, I'm stuck using my sister's ipod which I happen to despise. The screen is too small, you can't watch movies or anime and I end up with A LOT more typos that I would usually have since I am too clumsy while using the touch screen keyboard.
With my finals FINALLY done I can write now daily once more. I am tired, I have bags under my 'eyes and I just wish I could sleep FOREVER. But then again I think that's called dying....
Anyway,
I have a deal with my sister, since she's super forgetful and tends to loose her keys, then I lend her my keys in exchange for her to open the door for me right away. Well, she fell asleep. I live next to chong neighbors who are just vulgar and those kind of creepers that think you're hitting on them just by existing. Just like the sutpid man that said hey to me. I wear two braids, baggy jeans, and a long t-shirt, and I still get treated like a common WHATEVER. Any way, so I knock for a whole hour without any response. I get frustrated and I start kicking the door etc. I had to wait until my mom came around an hour later. SHE WAS THE ONE WHO OPENED THE DOOR. you had no IDEA how angry I was. The neighboors who are about 13 or 14 were just staring at me, asking me to go into their house. DISGUSTING. I just flicked them off, just like I do with the perverts. I know my rights, I can just press harrasment charges on if the stepped our propety or our side of the apartment. That was that.
Then before that, I had left school after lunch to go volunteer at the local animal shelter. It wasn't as depressing as I thought. it actually seemed like a nice place and the people were nice to the animals. I volunteered for three hours straight walking the doggies and shredding paper for the kittens:3 It was cute, and I cried when I saw the dogs they had confiscated for animal cruelty. I also cried when I saw a kitten that had been left by their owner and the kitten wouldn't stop meowing: it was looking for its owner. Someday, I wish to start a campaign addressing this problem. It's sad. It hurts me such much... Ignoring your pet who adores you and needs you is like ignoring a child...but I guess heartless people are truly heartles... (NO DUH)
Btw, I hate people who use excuses that don't make sense.. For example, near the end of my time at the shelter, one of my classmates came in. SHE'S ALWAYS LATE. I had her for french, and she would always be late on some other excuse. Her excuse was that she had school and couldn't come early. Let me tell you something, she's always late, never on class, and says she's too involved to concentrate on the current assignment. Well I had school and I decided to ditch it. I know my priorities. The lady in charge of the volunteering looked at me and the my other classmates who arrived one hour later, thinking along my lines.
Funny how a late bird will always remain one.
anyway, now I am using a school computer and telling you all of this. I'll get home, walking under the BURNING sun, and just eat. EAT EAT EAT. And read. I wish I could sleep, but then I'll just sleep all day.. I'm thinking about not coming to school on Friday. I can afford and absence. What do you think? A day to rest and perhaps convience my boyfriend to go to eat? That would be nice. I've been having nightmares again out of so much worries.... But once all of this is over I won't feel as anxious.
I really hate feeling anxious, how are you feeling?
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